Just when you thought the sky is getting brighter.

Without my presence, this space echoes emptiness.
Without your presence, my heart echoes loneliness.

Wounds reopened, feelings rekindled, memories resurfaced.

I woke up to a mixture of feelings. A feeling of yearning, a feeling of uncertainty, a feeling of helplessness, a feeling of sadness. I knew very well how I could chase this whirlwind of emotions away, given that I had been successful combatting them in the past. But the past is nothing like the present, the present is nothing like the past. I could have done the same when I was pushed back into harsh reality, but I held myself back, knowing where I stand.

I got by the day feeling lousy, with a whirlwind of emotions creeping right behind me. I had plans for myself, and that was to immerse my mind in the written words and lines of A Walk to Remember. I have watched the film umpteen times, but truth be told, this was my very first time reading it. I do not read novels extensively like many other girls do, so each book I read is almost like an achievement to me. Disappointment there, as I felt that the movie was more convincingly moving. To each his own.

It is very amazing how time flies. A year has gone by just like that, and everything fades into the shadow of memories.

When the bullet goes up your pants.

It is really annoying that the pictures always get jumbled up.

Anyhow, those lights in the background of the last few pictures taken are actually kites. These pictures are nothing compared to what I actually saw with my two own eyes.

30 December 2009.

Daisy in my pocket.

Oops, too big a picture. My bad.

29 December 2009.

It is not the lowest point of life I am standing at right now, but it already seems like I'm running out of breath fast.

28 December 2009.

Your China dolls.


Love token from Adz.

Credits to Cryst and Zuan for the wonderful pictures.